ME: The nightmare

I hear your words

as gunshots -

whispering in my ear,

piercing through my brain

leaving me numb

on the bottom of the tub.

I see your eyes

like needles of glass -

knitting in my heart,

opening my veins,

draining my blood

on the floor of your days.

ME: Mono world

In your mono world

I was the color,

erased with the water

of my own tears.

I hope you are happy

in your 2D universe,

once I’m gone

forever into the void.

I wish I could

sneak in a brush

into your life

and paint you a heart.

But I know now

these dreams are all empty

I’m diluting away

erased by you – heartless.

ME: Please give me a sign!..

Every night

All I see it is your face

All I reach to touch – is your hands

But in my dream

All I know that someone else

Is right there with you.

Just a bed – empty without you

HOW DO I FORGET?!

But my heart is not empty without you –

I just know you will come,

I think I know!..

My hands won’t stop reaching out –

Like it’d be the first time to touch your face,

My eyes won’t sleep –

As if for the first time – every night is like this.

Every night I forget the world outside I draw you next to me - all the same

And the fear that I’ll lose you again only makes you more beautiful…

Please give me a sign!..

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This is NOT an original work - only a translation of the lyrics of an old and fav song from Bulgarian
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ME: By tomorrow morning

It's half past one

and you're somewhere out there

anywhere but here.

It's half past one

and I'm alone here

wondering where life had gone.

It's half past one

and the night is empty

filled with the nothingness of us.

It's half past one 

and my head is spinning

full with the emptiness in sight.

It's almost two A.M.

and the house is burning

even ashes won'be left of me

by the sunrise, by tomorrow morning...